Hey all…
So… extending off of my last post a little bit…. throughout my life, I’ve generally thought I’ve done at least somewhat good with the whole “Love” command God gives us constantly throughout the Bible… Love thy neighbor, Love Joy Peace… but the greatest of these is Love, Love Love Love. Its everywhere, and its obviously important.
Well, lately… I don’t think I’ve been loveing hardly at all… to anyone. I think I’ve subconsciously been kinda numbing myself to a few things that really bother me (though I’d really rather not talk about those…….) by just trying to eliminate conscious love to keep myself from getting all emotional or something… and honestly, its most probably one of the stupidest things I’ve done to try and “make myself better” or “fix myself” or wahtever, I don’t even know. But what I do know, is that I need to stop going through life numbing myself to make everything easier…Especially since all its been doing is making me a very sad person. If you know me, you should know that I’m not a sad person. I’m usually a very happy person, and I’m not pleasant when I’m not happy.
So I’m going to ask anyone who reads this for one thing. Prayer… Thats all I’m asking, nothing else, just a little prayer for me here and there if you think of me…
Well, thank you for reading and praying if you choose to do so…
With Love (and I’m pretty sure I mean it this time
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~**Kalyn
*que cheesy song of the moment: All You Need is Love – The Beatles*