Voiceless Expression

Ok, so… since I have this ranom wonderful blog, I shall use it for my random babblings and for venting. I have no idea how often I’ll be writing in here, but if I need to vent, I’ll probably come here… expect it. lol
and since I now have you expecting venting……… whoop.
So, lately, as in the past week or two, I’ve been struggling with something and it has seriously been tearing me apart.  Am I a truly original person? One of my best friends was very honest with me when I asked her about this, which I am very thankful for.  I guess, I have a tendency to  be like others. I see something I like, I pick up on it… I think someone will like something I do, and I guess, I have a tendency to start doing that… this is a serious problem in my mind.  I mean, its not like I’m gunna start doing drugs or something because I see someone doing that and think its cool or something… thats just stupid.  But whatever happened to my identity? How long has this been going on? Have I ever truly had a true “identity” that I could call my own? 
This all brings me to my next question:
How do I find who I truly am? I have a feeling this is going to be a really difficult journey for me… Not that I have like, anyone reading this blog at this point, but I request that anyone who is willing, to help me if they might know how… or just pray for me. That would be so increidbly helpful.  I’m really hoping that in the time it takes for me to find myself, I dont get to a point where I look and feel all depressed and waht not… I’ve been known to get that way every once in a while. *sigh*
Well, thanks for reading if you got this far….
Wish me luck…
~Voiceless Expression